A Dream With No Life

Should I give up everything and live life carelessly,

maybe it is time I should stop dreaming but as many had said before, what is life without a dream,

maybe I should dream and have no life than to have a life with a dream,

life with a dream is just living a dream in a dream,

what is therefore a need for a life in me if I can dream with no life.

I wake up every morning and dream of a better life, that’s what is it just a dream.

I dream of being loved by the one in my dreams,

I dream of being cherished, respected, honoured by the one I see in my dreams,

the dream has turned into a fairytale that was not meant to be a dream,

the one I love in my dreams loves me just as much,

but in life, no.. no.. no..

so better I give up this life so I can remain in my dreams forever and never have to wake up to life again. 

I wake up everyday with a shattered heart, broken spirit, heavy mind when I think about how my dream almost came to life but was quickly snatched away from me by the one with a life and left me with a dream.

I dream of being cherished, respected, honoured by the one I see in my dreams,

He once loved me more than I have ever been loved before,

he once accepted me without any judgement,

he once made me feel safe.

Maybe he never did, maybe it was all just a dream,

a dream I wish I never had to wake up from,

a dream I wish had taken me down under the earth to feel the warmth of the soil surrounding my body.

It would have been better to feel the warmth of the soil than to feel the coldness of life without him.

It’s hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember

I don’t want this life without this dream.

No No No No No No

I don’t want this life without him,

better I give up life,

oh my dear soil open up and accept my body,

keep it warm and let me dream forever than to live without him.